It's been a year and half since I started blogging!
I'm glad time flies really fast and now we are in 2015! Many things need to be embraced, new stage of life, etc..
For last year, I could pretty much say it was more like a roller coaster, ups and downs, and adventurous. Currently, my main life are about work / career, love life / family, church and me-time.
About my work, early last year I made a terrible mistakes that really led to the company lost, I made my boss really upset with me. It wasn't really a good start of the year. And since then on, I kept making mistakes, until middle of year I start to balance myself. Throughout the time, I was really stress up and kept asking myself is this what I really want to do. What actually I would like to do and so on. Many more questions keep popping in my head, I asked people around, no one can give me the answer. I prayed to God too, but I can't hear anything. I was so devastated, I felt so useless.
However, one day, I decided to pick something which are things I would like to do in my life and I was thinking how to fulfil it. I realised that my dreams could change anytime and no one can say bad things about it because it's my dream.
Throughout the down in my career life, I realised more important things, that I do not want to drown to deep in the lost thoughts, not knowing what I want, it's better to have something rather than nothing. Beside this, I also took a step of faith, I've been really wanted to be a stewardess and I have no idea how to pass the interview. Thankfully, my bf really fully supported me and he trained me for the interview too. I passed and now I'm awaiting for the visa process.
During the interview itself, I kept believing in God, if it's meant to be for me, God will open the way, and if it's not for me then I believe there are greater things out there for me.
My love life, it's another down in my life too for the first half year. I felt deep sadness, betrayal, all things were mixed up with career too. But, throughout all the bad experienced, I learnt many things behind it, I learnt to forgive people with the love of God, I really felt God's love is really comforting and it gives me a secure because His love is unending, He won't betray me and all I could do is just believe in Him and God is providing the best for me.
Never did I know or realized that I could passed thru all of these, after all that happened to me. God gave me the strength and His love was so real!
Lastly, about my church. Last year, I joined makeup ministry, I decided to join this ministry as I love makeup and I want to learn more about it. It was really a great experience to learn makeup in the different way, met new people, new friends around, and many more things! :)
2014 was not a great start - in the first half but I managed to close it well with the guidance from God. I believe 2015 will be greater for the best is yet to come. 2015 will be year full of blessings, many years ahead journey with my love ones, full of flying activities and many more! I'm totally excited to embrace another 365 days!
How about you?
XOXO
Jess
